Dear You,
You often say, "I will never turn out like that." But you're heading straight for that road. I want to help you, I do. But your problem is not an addiction. It's an act of trying to prove yourself to those around you.
Listen to me. You do not need to prove yourself to anyone. I can only hope that someday you will recognize that. You say that I judge you. But I'm just trying to make a difference in your life. Please listen to my 'judgements' because they are not suppose to hurt you.
I love you. A lot. And I don't want your stupidity to hurt you. I try not to get angry, but it's all so frustrating. I'm trying to play the role of a big sister who cares, and that's what makes me feel responsible for all of this.
I feel like I'm failing. I feel like I should have done better with you. I feel like it's all my fault.
Please stop abusing yourself.
It's affecting the people around you.
I don't want to see you ruined physically or mentally.
This is my letter to you,
Sincerely Me.
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